Life for us is hectic right now. And some days I get overwhelmed and bogged down by it all. My son is currently undergoing a battery of diagnostic tests. We've been to the city, twice in the last two weeks just to visit the hospital for tests. We are not done. There will be more and probably for the rest of his life, he will need to be monitored.
I know as a mother I am suppose to worry and I know our imaginations can often run off course imagining the most horrible of possibilities. But this stress is not a mother freaking out about a trivial health concern. I am a mother praying we find no malignancies. I am holding my breath waiting to hear the world "benign". When I hear that world I can relax and enjoy this life again but for now my days are a zombie walk of uncertainty.
I found this video, searching for some comforting poems. I posted it with the thought that maybe someone else out there is searching for some comfort as well.
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